Getting motivated

I admit, I am the queen of procrastination. Why do something today that I can put off until tomorrow? Life is busier than ever. The to-do list just keeps growing, and somehow writing never gets put at the top. There’s always something more pressing. Laundry, cleaning, paying bills, occupying an active almost four year old. Heck, there are times when I just want to sit and read a book, which is something I am trying to do more of these days because I’ve neglected doing that for quite a while.

I’ve come to realize that I’m happiest when I’m writing, though. In an effort to get my writing and marketing efforts more organized, I bought one of those refillable planners. It has a pretty brown cover with leaves on it. I thought it would be a good way to set deadlines for myself and maybe even keep them. Two months into 2012, I can’t say it’s been a success yet, although I have done a couple guest blogs. The beginning of the year is challenging. The post-holiday let down, the dark and dreary end of winter (or here in Maryland, the winter that wasn’t), and the feeling of wanting to hunker down and just do nothing for a while.

Spring will be here before you know it (my crocuses have been blooming for weeks now), and it’s time to ramp up the motivation and get cracking. I have some real incentive to keep me on track, I hope. I’ll be a participant at Balticon in May–my first ever convention! Wouldn’t it be nice to tell potential fans that book 2 is nearly finished?

When is a raven like a birthday cake?

On Edgar Allan Poe’s birthday, of course! Poe was born 203 years ago today in Boston, Massachusetts. Not only is he one of my favorite writers and someone I consider an inspiration for my own writing, but he also has a hometown connection. While visiting Nancy Heywood Richmond (“Annie” of the poem “For Annie”) in Lowell, MA, Poe also spent some time in nearby Westford, MA. When I was in seventh grade (many years ago, let’s say sometime in the 80’s and leave it at that), a marker was placed by the house where Poe stayed. There was a small ceremony to dedicate the marker, along with a writing contest for stories and poems written in the style of Edgar Allan Poe. We were required to write a piece for the contest as part of an English class assignment, and, already a budding writer, I was determined to win. I actually turned in my story assignment late because I needed just a little more time to perfect it. It was a great little story with a woman and a cliff by the sea and a shipwreck and lost love, plus a stormy night and dark birds screeching overhead. And I won first place for my age group. It was my first writing award. I remember the prize was a small book about Poe, focusing on his relationship with Annie, a mystery-themed datebook, and maybe some money ($10? I can’t remember now). I’ve tinkered with the story a bit over the years. It has a unique style that’s hard to recapture unless I’m in the right frame of mind.

I have to credit that Edgar Allan Poe contest with providing my first validation as a young writer, even though publication was still a long time coming. His use of language and themes that delve into the darker side of human nature have helped shape me as a writer.

On that note, I’ll leave you with one of my favorite of Poe’s poems, Annabel Lee. Lyrical and haunting.

Annabel Lee, by Edgar Allan Poe

It was many and many a year ago,
In a kingdom by the sea,
That a maiden there lived whom you may know
By the name of Annabel Lee;
And this maiden she lived with no other thought
Than to love and be loved by me.

I was a child and she was a child,
In this kingdom by the sea:
But we loved with a love that was more than love –
I and my Annabel Lee;
With a love that the winged seraphs of heaven
Coveted her and me.

And this was the reason that, long ago,
In this kingdom by the sea,
A wind blew out of a cloud, chilling
My beautiful Annabel Lee;
So that her high-born kinsmen came
And bore her away from me,
To shut her up in a sepulchre
In this kingdom by the sea.

The angels, not half so happy in heaven,
Went envying her and me –
Yes! that was the reason (as all men know,
In this kingdom by the sea)
That the wind came out of the cloud one night,
Chilling and killing my Annabel Lee.

But our love it was stronger by far than the love
Of those who were older than we –
Of many far wiser than we –
And neither the angels in heaven above,
Nor the demons down under the sea,
Can ever dissever my soul from the soul
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;

For the moon never beams without bringing me dreams
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And the stars never rise but I feel the bright eyes
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And so, all the night-tide, I lie down by the side
Of my darling -my darling -my life and my bride,
In the sepulchre there by the sea –
In her tomb by the sounding sea.

Would Sydney be part of the 99 percent?

I was recently talking with a friend about book marketing and she made a comment that my book has some timely themes because fighting oppression is an important element of the story. Considering the state of the world these days, it is a timely topic, both here in the U.S. and around the world. Sydney, the heroine of Thief of Hope, is an unlikely leader, although she does have a strong sense of right and wrong and the desire to stand up for what’s right. She despises those with money and power and wants the commoners of the feudal society in which she lives to have a better quality of life and more control over their own lives. Hmm, sound familiar?

Anyone who knows me knows these are ideas that are important to me. I’m not sure I set out to incorporate them into the book, but they crept in there. My heroine is an illiterate pickpocket, occasional prostitute, and she’s also homeless. And she’s battled drug addiction. She’s not exactly a role model. She’s at the bottom of the barrel. Over the course of the book, however, she fights hand over fist to overcome her past and prove she is worthy of the expectations placed on her.

One of the things that drew me to the SF/fantasy genre is the ability to explore social issues in a different context. Lots of authors have done this brilliantly. Two of my favorites who immediately come to mind are Ursula K. LeGuin and Octavia Butler, whose books explore race and sex and other cultural issues. These large ideas, in my opinion, are what make a book “literature.” It doesn’t matter whether it’s set somewhere out in space or in an imaginary world. It makes you think or view your life or the lives of others in a different light. It touches you in some way. I can only hope to someday be able to do that with my writing.

I’m not sure Sydney would be hunkered down with the OWS protesters. It’s not exactly a fair comparison. The world of my book is much bleaker than what most of us experience in the United States and the setting is a feudal society where a select few have money and power and the rest of the population has very little and no rights. But as history has shown, people who are committed to their ideals and willing to fight for them can be a powerful force for change. Even in a made-up world.

The Hobbit trailer is out

Okay, I have to get my LOTR geek on for a moment. I watched the trailer for The Hobbit last night and got chills. Just like the excitement I felt when I saw the trailer for Fellowship of the Ring. I think Peter Jackson has another winner. I loved the books and being a good little geek re-read them all before each movie came out so I could properly critique the film versions. Sure, there were pieces left out and a few adaptations made to fit the books to the screen, but overall I thought the movies were amazing. Middle Earth was brought to life in stunning fashion, down to the last detail, and the actors were quite good also. My only quibble so far with The Hobbit is that we have to wait until December 2012!

Check out the trailer and tell me what you think: http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=ZEOM13UyZ0A

A Star Wars Christmas memory

Check out my guest post on Mysti Parker’s blog about a favorite Christmas memory and another favorite topic–Star Wars: http://mystiparker.blogspot.com/2011/12/christmas-memory-with-author-cindy.html.

And while I’m on the subject of Star Wars and Christmas, writing the guest post reminded me of the Star Wars Christmas album, Christmas in the Stars, which came out in 1980. Fortunately it wasn’t as elusive as the ill-fated Star Wars holiday special, which I swear I did see on TV but only remember very little. Maybe it’s better that way. Those who know me know how fanatical I am about Star Wars. What can I say, it shaped my childhood!

So for a trip down memory lane, as I sit here listening to the record on my turntable (it still sounds pretty darn good), here’s the playlist:

Side 1:
Christmas in the Stars
Bells, Bells, Bells
The Odds Against Christmas
What Can You Get a Wookie for Christmas (When He Already Owns a Comb)
R2-D2 We Wish You a Merry Christmas

Side 2:
Sleigh Ride
Merry, Merry Christmas
A Christmas Sighting (‘Twas the Night Before Christmas)
The Meaning of Christmas

My favorites were “The Odds Against Christmas” and “R2-D2 We Wish You a Merry Christmas.”

Are you a Star Wars fan? Do you remember the holiday album?

It all brings back the wonder and magic of childhood. Let the holidays begin!